Wednesday, June 29

One more paper to go and i am free like a BIRD!

I have waited long for friday to come and it is just a little over a day to it. I am so not prepared for it, yet i feel at peace and have no urgency at all. I guess it is the last paper and thus the reason for slacking already. The past papers were good, not a killer and yet not a paper that can get me on the dean's list. Today's exam was the worst one ever, not because the paper was bad or anything but the environment in which i did my paper was bad. It started raining heavily outside HK ward gynasium and i was freezing inside the hall as i was sitting near the door where the cool air comes in and of course being short, I get all the coldness since cold air sink. ( i don't thinkg this theory works but it sounds valid.) So besides shivering throughout the whole exam, I so wanted to go to the toilet halfway through but i was afraid time was running out so i had to 'tahan' till the last minute when i can finally take a leak. On top of that, i was in a very stressful environment since the girl next to me was writing profusely and her answers took up the entire page but mine was just a few lines. But i guess mine is short and sweet.

What should i say? I am totally at a lost now, all i can think about is just biochemistry and molecular biology. I even started talking to myself in genetic codes and somehow i can't ge it out of my head. My brian now is like a balloon that has reached saturation point. Maybe a balloon not a good analogy cos that will make me an airhead. (but you get what i mean) Any squeezing in of more information will result in a burst. Sometimes i wonder if we only use 10% of our brain, cos after using that 10% of my brain during the exam this morning, i was totally wasted. The only thing i could do was to plop myself onto my bed and snore the afternoon away! I was just wondering, what should i do after the exam? I will have no more studying for 3 weeks and i think somehow i will get bored and it feels uneasy not having to study since i absolutely love what i am studying! I probably plan a get away from my house and migrate to sam's place, that if she invites me over. HAHA! Window shopping and of course movie marathons! Nevertheless, it will be a good time to catch up with pple and contacts that i have missed throughout the whole semester since i have been busy staying in my house making friends with my book and getting to know them better.

I think i have enough of procrasinating, have to get back to work. Sometimes i wish that my brain was like a sponge. Can soak up the information fast and it will retain there until we want to squeeze it out!

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