I just completed my Biology Poster.. Its a group work. Group work are always hard to do, especially when you have a bunch of indecisive people and a whole lot of ideas. Someone has to take the lead or it will just be stagnant. I didn't wanted to take the lead directly and trust me..i tried my best to make it as tactful as possible. THank god it worked or i would still be slogging away!
It have been like 4 months since i left Singapore. 4 months is too short a time to settle down. 4 months is too short a time to fully understand some of my friends. 4 months is too short a time to understand my units of study. THankfully, 4 months is enough to build a very good relationship with my housemates. 4 months is enough to make good friends.4 months is enough for me to make international friends. 4 months is enough to learn life lessons. However, 4 months have been a long time since i left home. 4 months is long enough for me to miss everybody badly. 4 months is long enough for me to get homesick. 4 months is long enough for me to cry to get home. 4 months is enough to find sydney a bore. ALthough 4 months is just a figure yet, sometimes it seems long, sometimes it is short. Time is weird isn't it. OR is it just us?
Attended biology lectures on evolution. The lecturers questioned us what is the difference between faith and science. He said that faith is not backed up by evidence, wheareas Science is. How i wish i could have stand up and argues that evolution is just but only a theory, not scientifically proven. We were just looking at the genes and the structures of hands between a human (george bush) and a chimp. It is pretty similar i must say. Yet the thought that humans and chimps evolved from a common ancestors doesn't sound appealing to me! AFter all, we are more intelligent and superior compared to them.
Exams are round the corner. Got a paper every day of the week. Will be pretty stressed. The funny things is that our maths paper have 15 MCQ, remembering the time when i had MCQ for a maths exam was 8 years ago. It has been a long time. I remember i used to erase my books till the pages tore and had a hole in the middle. GOsh i hated that and my mum had to tape it for me and asked me to be more gentle on it. I remebered the days when my siblings had exams, i will always pretend that i am the tution teacher or the school teacher and taught them how to their questions. It was so much fun! If only i could turn back the clock where me and my siblings could still play shop, doctor and nurse together. It were just HAPPY CHIlDHOOD DAYS. I remembered how i used to steal chalks from school and write on my dressing cupboard make of wood like a teacher and my mum will always come running after me with a feather duster in her hands. WAitressing and cashier was fun! I remembered those times i would dress my siblings up in bikinis or dresses and nice tutus and put make up for them! It was just Joyous. WIsh we could all be like PEter Pan. Never grow up and stay close to eaach other. Yet now, i have to part with them. IT is only when i part that i realised that i love them alot!
Partings are such sweet sorrow! It is these partings that make me realise who are those that are dear to my heart. I realised that my family are really dear to me and that i have been so dependent on them, for support, laughter, joy, encouragement and love. (ALL these are stuff i have never realised till now!) THank god! ALL is not late!