Monday, April 10

I hate being dumb. I hate the fact that i don't understand my assignments at all. I hate it when i feel frustrated or irritated. I hate it when i can get nothing right. I hate it when my room is in a mess. I hate not being able to talk to people cos i am super busy. I hate the fact that there is so much work to do. I hate it when the lecturers are so boring and they just go on and on in the same monotonous voice. I hate the fact that i feel super unfit. I hate it when my stamina has gone down since JC times. I hate the fact that i am ballooning. I hate it when the weather is super undecisive. I hate it when my books and work have long recognised me and yet i have not recognise them at all. I hate being in reality......

I love dreaming. I love it when i get all my assignments sorted out. I love the fact that i can shout and sigh out loud. I love the fact that i have the capacity to complain on and on. I love the fact that i can go for lab classes for all the wrong reasons (haha). I love being able to talk to my parents via webcam. I love being served food cos i am too busy studying than to cook. I love smiling. I love being over the moon talking to certain people. I love it when my friends drop me a msg her and there to encourage me on. I love it when i fell happy. I love the fact that i can watch all the dramas and be in fantasy for a while. I love the fact that some lecturers are so clear and funny when presenting the lecturers. I love the fact that i can watch biggest losers and be motivated by it mentally.

Ultimately i just love LIFE! The fact that i can hate and love different things in life... thats what makes it interesting and exciting. This is what make my daily routine more interesting and never the same.

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