Sigh! I am all alone in this big house. 5 bedrooms 2 toilets and only 1 me!
The house isn't that big i suppose but big enough for me to feel the loneliness and the emptiness. I am left all alone to face the 4 walls by myself..When is the intruder coming in? Just 1 day alone and already i am feeling miserable. BUt yet, i must thank god that it only last for a week. Comepared to those rich kids who have to face such a big house all their lives whenever their parents are out on business trips...i am considered fortunate. I always wanted to be rich to live in a big house with lots of chambermaids, sit in a big car with a chaffeur. Now, i have given it all up, i just want to be rich inside..to be rich in the inner self.
Was really happy today that Lati's mummy came form fiji and she cooked some fiji style food for us. It was absolutely fantastic. I am going to fiji for sure! For the first time since i left singapore that i felt the love of a mother. HOw nice is it to have a mum to cook and wash especially during the exam period. How good is it to leave the household chores to the mothers. Yet with this in mind i feel for the orphans. Nodbody to look after them and lead them on the right path. No one to cook and wash for them. NO naggings and no warmth. When i grow up...i want to be their mother. I have decided, i want to work in an orpahanage. Shall start training now..OOps i realised to be a good mum, i have to clean the house..Got to go clean the toilet now!!